ok, time to streighten a few things out. that girl I wrote about below, left me shortly after I wrote that. I've gone out with someone else for a bit, got laid for the first time in 2 1/2 years and was dumped again. so now here I am, single again. could care less, just making an update. not liek anyone still reads this anymore. oh yeah, one more ( Read more... )

ok, the bad news is, get ready for this... I'm back ( Read more... )

it's accually kind fo funny, i feel bad about not getting Rachel a Birhtday preasent so i buy her two gifts in Florida, i go to give them to her and she breaks up with me, and it hurt. for the first time in my life i feel like putting a gun in my mouth. usually it never fazed me, but this time makes me feel like shit. i just can't believe it, the ( Read more... )

WOW, long time no write. kind of makes you wonder what i have been doing all this time... absolutly nothing, spent the last week in Flarida but we got rained out so that sucked, and going a week with no contacted with me girlfriend also suck ass, more so then the rain. i missed her, i can't wait to see her, i'll call her tomorow cause i know she'll ( Read more... )

hey all ( Read more... )

This is my one month anniversery with my girlfriend, and I can't seem to find the words to discribe how I feel. I can't say love cause I've said that before and I don't want to over do that on this, even though I do love her. But my feelings have grown for her once again. I guess the word I'm looking for is the word that's been stumping poets ( Read more... )

WOW!!!!! i gave my girlfriend her first kiss and she, for a first time kisser, is preaty damn good. i sat there holding her in my arms, and it was perfect.

once again i'm typing about my girlfriend... got to love her. she makes me whole... remember the empty feeling in my chest when i had a thing for girl one? it's gone, i feel calm, happy, and i don't need a drink. thats right all, i've gone 21 days without booze and i feel fine. i think my girlfriend will like to see that... accually i know she'll ( Read more... )

Do you know the greatest feeling in the world?... I do. I was holding my girlfriend and I felt perfect. When people say, "That was better then sex." this truly was. I felt important, loved, like I meant something to someone. I guess I'm in love, again, funny how shit like that works, huh? When I was holding her I wanted so much to kisser her, ( Read more... )

"I'm in love, and I don't care who knows it!" for those of you who didn't know, I just quoted Wil Farrel from the movie Elf.(funny movie) people think that because i have a girlfriend i have to be happy... i am, i am because i'm with her. but there are alot of things that depress me, i wont go into them, but hey what can you do? i have to go to ( Read more... )