I cannot play FFXIV any longer. The game is beautiful. It is wonderful to play. I have fun with every single aspect of the system. But the coding is so horrific and the server lag is... Even on the 'good', 'new' server, it takes my system up to two minutes for NPCs to rez in. And I don't know if that's my computer, I don't know if that's the ( Read more... )

So. New year. Whoop. Christmas was ok, if anyone was wondering - nothing spectacular, but some solid 'yeah, that's pretty good' happened. I'm still not talking to the foxie, and today was the first time I'd thought of him in a week or so. I'm getting to that happy point where the time we spent together don't come to mind so often. That's a good ( Read more... )

So I guess I should say something here about my last post back in August. Some time back a friend of mine told me that when it comes to changing yourself, if you start with even the tiniest steps, you'll get somewhere. So when I found out that same friend was breaking my heart, I threw him out of my life ( Read more... )

The one time I need someone to talk to and there's nobody on. I think I'm having a breakdown. I just want to die and get it over with. I'm having to post on this shitty Livejournal just to have some outlet of some sort.

I don't think I've ever been this depressed in my entire life. I am completely worthless and all my hopes and dreams for the future have vanished, and there's not a god damn thing I can do about it.

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O Lord, thank you for allowing me to live a life of simple beauty. Thank you for allowing me to live in peace and quiet and simplicity, a life filled with good friends and beautiful music and moments of perfect harmony. Allow me to continue living my simple life in stillness and love and kindness, a life with good-natured chaos and love and ( Read more... )

Oh, guys. I just found out something important. You know how you're supposed to clean the outside of your monitor to improve how it looks? You're also supposed to clean the inside, too. I found something that'll help get the inside clean as well. here. http://www.

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