Ever feel like your world is slowly crumbling?
I dont mean with everything that has been going on with boys and horrible tragedies of that sort, although they hardly help.
I just feel like everything I ever was has faded away. My morals are gone, I simply dont care anymore. Im left a shell of what I was, that girl with ideals and hopes... now I live ( Read more... )

News news news???

Not really.  
Yes absolutely.

I went out for a friends birthday....
clubbing
Not really my scene.
I tried my best to make my excuses, to slip away and smoke.
So peaceful.

I kissed Kirsty.
She is a girl I know from town,
She showed interest in me.
She is beautiful.
Really and truly,
Fiesty and kinky,
But above that,
Beautiful.

It is up to her what ( Read more... )

What are you afraid of?

I would like to point out that I dont ACTUALLY have writers block here, I just saw the title and thought I would share a terrifying experience from last night....

Im in my Mams house in Hillsborough, near Belfast, and I went down to an alley beside the house to have a sneaky smoke... In total darkness. Usually this wouldnt ( Read more... )

The new addiction

Smoking.

Ohhherrrr..... I know.

Its digusting.

A friend of mine got me started by accident, about 2 months ago... I have been on and off ever since... I keep getting through about half a pack and then having a moment of clarity and throwing them over a wall or off a train or something... only to feel the need to have them a few days ( Read more... )