i've forgotten why i felt like this. i haven't seen you in what seems like years, but everytime i do it seems, you've still found something better. something more than this. but for however long it takes to remember why are ever felt this way, i know i'm still going to be feeling nothing inside. i've had my final journey among your kind. you make ( Read more... )

yesterday, i went to the movies with shane, kiki and emalee. we saw team america, and it was pretty funny, but it has to be considering matt stone and trey parker made it. i think i might go see the remake of the grudge tonight, cos i don't think i'm going to go to burlington as i'd planned. i guess the static age and the explosion played in ( Read more... )

bam bam bam, bam bam bam bam, i wanna be sedated. and its almost like walking up a lake. up a lake to freedom. but freedom is free. nothing is free. inflation is hell ( Read more... )

steve hasn't come to my house. i feel brokenhearted and let down. i might just go and jump off the bridge now. just kidding. yeah. i wonder how everybody is feeling right now. cos i'm kinda happy, and whenever i am, it seems like the people i'm around are not. like today at lunch, everyone was all sad and angry (for different reasons) and i was ( Read more... )

if anyone knows what the subject is from, i have to like you better than i do because you saw a terrific movie. just kidding. i like most people a lot. but yeah, things aren't looking too good for the show on the 30th, and even if we get a place, my band's not going to play, cos we haven't practised with our new drummer, so there's no point in ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHH! I'M A PIECE OF SHIT.

"well i wish i could find it funny, when you left me like that. but instead i change into a rage, and run around without a face, oh i wish i could find it funny when you never come back, but i don't suppose i'll ever know, how to keep you, goodbye sugar girl ( Read more... )

another day, turning grey, rain spills over the warmest of streets. the silver inside, is turning to coal, and fallen stars collect like dust at our feet. in this moment, the things we adore, will come to us no-more, for they, for they sleep in the wicked fields of the dying lands. and shelter is burned as the women are screaming and the children ( Read more... )

you promise me forever ( Read more... )

hey, we 'played' middstock today and it was awesome. i love playing the guitar so much. we really need a drummer though because our's quit so, if you know anyone really cool that plays drums and would like to play in a hardcore goth band (i.e. cure,HIM, mcr, afi other stuff like that.) yeah.