So i guess ennui can't come next summer because...cries...they're breaking up, so everybody go to every ennui show until they do. and charles intervention doesn't want to come and fatal .45 probably won't be ready. but yeah, everybody tell everyone to go to www.midstock.tk and everyone should come, because its going to be a really good show, there' ( Read more... )

So i guess ennui can't come next summer because...cries...they're breaking up, so everybody go to every ennui show until they do. and charles intervention doesn't want to come and fatal .45 probably won't be ready. but yeah, everybody tell everyone to go to www.midstock.tk and everyone should come, because its going to be a really good show, there' ( Read more... )

billy b. ugly here, and i'm just writing to waste time, cos i have nothing else to do. i started emailing bands from maine for the tour next summer, but if you know anyone in bangor or portland or not far from there who wants to put on a show, tell them to i.m. asa at summersmelting. thanks a lot. so thursday's here and i'm still feeling really ( Read more... )

hey, sorry for the last post, i was in kind of a state of shock when i wrote it. but i'm fine now. i guess i was just a little afraid of different things. stuff has been really confusing lately and it just kinda took me over, but whatever. hey, next summer there's going to be this really awesome tour from bangor maine to miami florida, so far its ( Read more... )

so this is what i take from years like this. a few more years of dying. my heart explodes. i can't feel fucking good. i'm gonna vomit. i can't fucking breathe. what the hell is wrong with me? why does it feel like my body's collapsed? i'm scared of myself. but who wouldn't be afraid of me. it doesn't seem too much fun. never coming home. shadows ( Read more... )

i have no idea what i'm doing or why i'm doing anything. it just seems like everything comes to the same dead end as it always has. i close the doors behind me, and barricade myself from everyone. i say its for love, but in truth i think its in fear. i am afraid of people loving me. i am afraid of falling in love, because i was a pessimistic, whiny ( Read more... )