angry.

Life has a way of changing without you really noticing. It just creeps up on you. Like seasons changing. Why do they desidnate a day for fall to start, it isn't any diffrent on that day then the one before it. And is the first technical day of summer hotter than the day before? No. It just slides along and before you really realise what is ( Read more... )

okay so i try not to bitch about stuff on here. especially not specifics but i am really upset ( Read more... )

"It wasn't a suicide attempt; it was an escape from everything awful. When we cut, we're in control - we make our own pain, and we can stop it whenever we want. Physical pain relieves mental anguish. For a brief moment, the pain of the cutting is the only thing in the cutter's mind, and when that stops and the other comes back, it's weaker. Drugs ( Read more... )

I know one day, all our scars will disappear, like the stars at dawn ( Read more... )

i am home for Christmas now. we decorated the house today. wreathes. garland. lights. all that stuff. plus my mom has an obession with anna lee dolls, only the christmas kind. so we have them peeking out everywhere. we got a tree today too. it was one of the biggest at the tree store, but it looks kinda small in our new big house. but with all the ( Read more... )

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sometimes there aren't enough rocks. -forest gump

This weekend is Southwind!! woot woot. i am so so so excited. Michelle and Emily are going. We are going to have a lot of fun. And ryan horne is playing, so that is always nice to hear. The only bad thing is that i have finals next week. one being at 7 in the morning on mon! oh well. i am just going to have to study before camp. like tonight. and ( Read more... )

i saw dawn today. Dawn is my counslor. she is very nice. but wow, who would think one hour would be so draining. thinking so much. sigh. i went and bought some new bath salts. I got them at Alta. That beauty suply store in waterford lakes. i think it is my fav store ever! it doesn't matter what size i am, i can enjoy everything in that store as ( Read more... )

depression is a funny thing. Just look at the add i found in my teen VOGUE for zoloft ( Read more... )