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hmm this weekend was okay. Yesterday hung out with evan for a little then sat at home the rest of the day watching movies and stuff like that. Umm have a new friend on myspace he seems nice. Ummm I have a 5th now sooo I have to be an aid. And I get out some days at 2:38 now or something hmm which sucks but its better than summer school. Ummm I got ( Read more... )

I miss danny a lot and she needs to come back. i think everything changed when she left. I just like hanging out with few people. I don't like a lot of people. But I think its just that I dont want to make friends with any 1 because they might leave me like danny. I guess its not the fact that I dont like any 1 its that I dont want to get clsoe to ( Read more... )

  Hmmm today was nice. I hung out with evan forever and we ate t dubb it was nice. Were going shoppin soon that shall be fun and to knotts berry farm :)! yay! I love him. My mom said I cant wear low pants or skirts anymore because of my tattoo. Hmmm rriigghhtt i dont even wear skirts. But its a little bat no big deal and she was like SEE WHY DID ( Read more... )

hmm things have changed a bit. And now I have to get use to them. It will take time.

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  AHHH! I seen some sick pictures on myspace and like if I took pictures like that evan would shoot me in the flippin face. Its ok for other girls to I know but I dont think guys want there own girlfriends posting that shit online, maybe in private but not fopr the whole world to see.

ANYWAY hahaha yesterday was my 7 months with him and I love him ( Read more... )

Well today was nice because I got to be with my matt and he makes me happy. I love that kid more so much. I remember him saying he couldn't be mean to me if he tried. I dunno he's so amazing and Im lucky to have such an awesome guy best friend. Some slipper socks, napoleaon Dynomite, yarn, HER BEAR!!!!!!! HER FAVORITE THING EVER!!! I LOVE IT!!!, ( Read more... )

I miss my best friend. I miss her more than anything. There's nothing really left for me around here anymore. I only have Evan and Matt. Everyone else's in there own worlds and meh. Matt's going to coast in Feb. Evans moving in March. Danny isnt here. I cant talk to danny on the phone anymore because her dad;s a douche bag. For a while I just was ( Read more... )

Today I gave up.
I poored my last bottle down the drain