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My gaping hole.
I just saw "Footloose" at Salem State with my friend Fjaere. Omg, that's what I was MEANT for. I don't care what anyone says... Performing is the single most exhilirating thing in my life. Ever. I know it sounds wrong, but I love it as much as I love my daughter. It's part of me, and always will be. I can't put into words how much I miss it and ( Read more... ) -
ugh the world is pissing me off.
My computer is about to join the legion of the undead. My USB ports don't work, my modem doesn't work, and Internet Explorer is crashing every time I go on Tagged. WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!??!?!? I need a new computer so badly, but I don't have the money for one. Maybe Scott will sell me his old one, because he wants to buy a nice new laptop. $400 ( Read more... ) -
I think I'm losing him.
I'm at Scott's tonight. I know, it's a Monday night, but he's having a hard time and I felt that he needed me here. So I came. But we had a conversation tonight (right after he took 400mg of seroquel and before he passed the fuck out, which is where he is now), and he said that he and his ex and his kid had a great time on Saturday, and that he ( Read more... ) -
This weekend...
Wow, I can update my lj from my phone! Sweet deal. so. Scott and I had our first fight this weekend. I misinterpreted his ambiguous tone on something, and my rxn really pissed him off. He blew off some steam, then we discussed it. It all came down to his feelings for us, and he wanted to know if they were reciprocated. They are... If ( Read more... ) -
maybe I'm moving a little bit fast here... but things are happening faster than I anticipated.
So Scott and Fia and I went to look at a house on Monday. Intense, I know. And there's a very good chance that we all will be buying it ( Read more... ) -
nothing like being present in the moment.
Yes, it is 3:49 in the morning and I am still awake. Why? first off, because I forgot to bring my pills with me, and the side effect of not taking my pills with me is that i don't sleep. Usually very well, but sometimes not at all. the former is taking effect because SOMEONE (*ahem*scott*ahem*) was snoring like a goddamn chainsaw for at least ( Read more... ) -
OK, so there have been developments.
So I have been in touch with Dr. B and Barbara Porter at the Hartt School, and we're all unsure where things stand. Lynn Wronker (she took Sue Aliberti's place? she's the new academic advisor) has the end say in all of this, so I'm waiting to hear back from her some time near the end of next week. Then I'll know where I stand. There are ( Read more... ) -
nothin', I s'pose.
At least I got a chance to update, even if is from Scott's computer. And he's sitting right here ... I don't think he can read as fast as I can type, though. That's a good thing ( Read more... ) -
needs to go home and eat lunch...
But at least macro class got out a little early, so i got some stuff together to finish the macro hw and decided to update a little bit. I'm kind of depressed today, because I've been thinking about money. I also don't think that I will be able to see Scott this weekend, as I don't have the gas. Hopefully he'll be able to foot me some. I need a ( Read more... )