its been forever
now i just noticed
how gay i was

i never felt the pain ever this painful
in my heart for once i wanted to just leave without a word in mind
it pains me to think someone has the ability to love than hurt me
in such an epic level
i really am in a state of shock

with in a common threat ( Read more... )

im in disbelief ( Read more... )

i know sometimes showing the truth can benefit us ( Read more... )

............its hard when the only choices are left ( Read more... )

tonight i found out a lot things ( Read more... )

i wonder how sometimes im not spared the agony
i pray...

its nice and windy outside
i wouldnt have it any other way...
im making a cd with just the
gloomiest music...god thats typical
of me but eh who cares i have a midterm
soon...

yesterday night i figured why im having some much trouble ( Read more... )