I sat in the red carpet seat that felt dirty with yesterday's patrons, clutching myself like a porcelain doll, my coffee-chain drink spilling between stops. I guzzled the boiling liquid ignoring the burn in my mouth, trying to fill the aching hole in my gut with creamy stimulants. I tried to hide last night's face underneith a muss of hair, ( Read more... )

like the best burning drag
like the sizzling toke, the guzzling choke
my fucking addiction you are
from near and from far
the moon and the star
fuck that

take me away Sir
pine needle fir
stick it in the skin, kick my shin
my fucking addiction you are
sear it in my scar
like feathers and tar
fuck me
I'm hooked.

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I'm still in notl.
I'm still working...

Hmm...what else to say? Pictures to come.

Hope you're all well.

FUCK.

You are so ungrateful.

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I was told by a friend to download this song and I was absolutely blown away. I thought I didn't like Bob Dylan, what I heard from him before was like they gave a mumbling crazy person a guitar. Now it's like he wrote this song for me; what an amazing songwriter he is!! Holy shit ( Read more... )

thought I had something to say but I guess I don't.

Men swarming like sharks
Never this much attention
dropping pounds like flies
getting lean

"make sure you eat a big breakfast, you're looking a little thin" probably the best compliment of my life, sad. sad.