You know there are some things that you just can't say or do due to certain situations in your life right now! I hate that feeling! Found out a friend of mine for the past two years has had this major crush on me and has waited until i got another boyfriend to tell me...i was like OMG! But it's all good though we are still friends ( Read more... )

I give up trying to please my parents. I have been trying to tell them for years now that the whole me feeling and not knowing why isn't fake. I have no idea where it comes from and for some reason yesturday it came to a head. Parents think it goes back to the divorce and me remembering everything and feeling like i wasn't good enough or wasn't ( Read more... )

Had a date with Brandon last night and had so much fun. Jamie me and him went to the fair before and they talked me into getting on a ride that goes upside down and stops and then basically drops you from then on. Then he took me to dinner and a movie. It was so sweet. When i got home i got in trouble due to the fact that i was doing five over the ( Read more... )

I got this whole My Space thing down. I finally understand it. It took me two days but i got. Already made a friend and get this my friend brandon that i met on yahoo races and the guy i met on myspace does to but he races at the track in OS. But it's really weird.....

So here's the thing i have developed an addiction to surveys...even though they ask the same questions on like every single one but taking them is still fun....Fill in the blank is awesome....Everybody is into this My Space thing and i think i'm gonna check it out due to curiousity. Brandon is in Hinds County for his competition and i wish him the ( Read more... )

The Super Long Too Personal Personality Quiz....Oooh fun!Facts about you!Name:Jess Birthday:march 7 Hair color:brown Eye Color:blue Favorite Feature:butt Least Favorite Feature:stomach If you could change your name it would be:Harley Your Friends!..and suchThe Friend you know will be passed out in a gutter in a week...:Raven The most confused ( Read more... )

Ever get the feeling of rememberance of things that happened like a year or two ago? Start feeling those feelings again and start smelling the old smells that you knew for so long? A year ago me and Buddy started dating and he's been on my mind alot here lately. No matter what happens i trick myself into believing i'm over him and the situation. ( Read more... )

Work is so hard...I hurt my knee again and my back doesn't phase me. Me and Brandon are thinking about going to the fair tomorrow after dad and me tear my car apart. I'm not walking out of work til like ten to ten thirty every night...it's exhausting. Got a call from Mike and Tim and all Mike had to talk about was how his life sucks and what not. I ( Read more... )

The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly! - A Survey of Your Life* So Basically... *Name?:Jess Age?:18 Sex?:Female Birth Date?:3/7/88 Hair Color?:Brown Eye Color?:Blue Height?:5'9" Weight?:184 Body Type?:Average Piercings?:Tongue Tattoos?:Not yet What are you wearing right now?:Jeans and a Green shirt Hair style at the moment?:Layered * Favorites *Soda?: ( Read more... )

Have you ever sat down and actually thought about what it is that makes you so important to others? Like for example the other day i was in an off mood and dad talked to me and helped me through it and ever since then he's like attached to me. Wanting to know where i am where i'm going when i'm gonna be home etc....We haven't faught in 3 weeks. Go ( Read more... )