ew i dont use this so pretty much dont read it. i just do my communitys occasionally.

anyone who still reads my LJ say 'I'

Home for Christmas ( Read more... )

I havent updated in forever.
Basically, boys with always cause 10x more drama in my life then needed and i hate to love them. espically one buttmunch in particular.

well i have a dentist appt. today for 2 fillings on my 2 front top teeth. and i have the option for getting gld ones. awesome.

sometimes i hate boys.

omg 1st time this year on the school computers, party.

alex and i have all our classes together for the rest of today so im fine.

i have makeup on my shirt.;__;

School starts tommorow.
I dont know weather im nervous/excited or pissed/disapointed.
well.this marks the start of a whole new year and a whole new sack of bullshit

poop pee gee school can leave.

Ive been so confused and upset lately. I mean. I have Keenan back around, all my friends are back in my life, i have fun everyday, i have alot. But i just feel so danm upset. There is no doubt that it is about my weight issues. As many people who tell me 'im not fat', it still doesnt cancel out what all the other people say i am and what the scale ( Read more... )

yay.

I dont want to eat anymore, i always end up feeling guilty. dumb.