It is so sad...nobody checks livejournal anymore...everyone is using myspace.....infact i have also coverted...

You think I am kindin'. I am not, I also need platlets and fluids. I really want to thank everyone who gives blood because my life has been made easier for it. It has saved me from some really bad days. Thank You. I have always wanted to give blood, why not share the wealth you know. But I never got the opportunity because when I did try once ( Read more... )

It seems to me that I update every seven days. I quess because i am the clinic every seven days. Never fails. Today should be my last chemo. How exiting. I am so almost done with this cancer. Ohh happy day. But I still have radiation ...sucky

the day before the surgury. i feel like crap. I am kinda nervous about it. of course how wouldnt be. Just one of those things. I keep trying to not think about it but every one and there mother brings it up. i would rather forget about it. That is just me. I miss you lehua and happy birthday last friday. Everyone lehua i 18 now. exciting.

So i went to the shrink yesturday. She wants to see me again. I keep telling people i am crazy and they think i am joking. So i just thought i would be at the hospital a hour or two to talk to her but it turns out i need two units of blood and platlets. I just got blood friday and so that isn't good. I gotta go cook tuna helper...i have been ( Read more... )

So I got a new gadget. A heart monitor. I seem to get more broken all the time. I have a clot at the end of my pic line which is in my heart. NOT good. So they got me on blood thinners which is really making me weak and dizy. So this week i was on predisone, the stuff that makes me eat. Well turns out i have lost wait. So that is really bad ( Read more... )

I don't know really what to say. It's a new year. This will be the first year I can vote. I will finally really graduate high school this year. I am kinda hoping to move away this year to. To go college and actually leave the next and everything. But that might have to wait on till next year because of this cancer thing ( Read more... )

I am feeling really good today. I just got out of the shower and i feel sooooo....clean and good. Nothing has really happen. I am under lock down. Wednesday I am going to the clinic to get blood tests and a blood transfusion. Which is good because when i get blood i feel so much better....I never really understood "tired blood" but that's the ( Read more... )

Good Morning Brother and Sisters ( Read more... )

“The tree that never had to fight ( Read more... )