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I'm seeping myself in my own vices, like a tea that was left far too long in the kettle.

my diet and everything has been put on hold...

life is coming to a standstill. i don't know what tomorrow brings, and that gives me fear, not hope.

ONLY three slices of bread (yay)
two doughnuts :(
a turkey and ham and lettuce and tomato sandwitch
eight tangerines
a handful of popcorn

Two hours at the gym :D i found a twenty-four hour one and once i got over the purple and yellow shit everywhere, I was good. It's only 20 dollars to sign up per month. Not bad.

Six slices of bread
A cupful of chicken teriakyi with vegetables and rice
A Snack Wrap from McDonalds
four crackers
countless tangerines

I'm on the self declared Amy Winehouse diet (no cocaine is involved in this diet, don't fret.) I think it'll help if I keep a log of everything I've eaten, so as of yesterday I had ( Read more... )

you are so far away and so close. my inability to reach you hurts me, but makes me realise i am alive. i am strong because you and i, we fight to gain control. you control me and i control you. we will always fight each other, because we are both so dynamic, individual. i know. i concede that sometimes i do not try hard enough to negotiate, or do ( Read more... )

got my purse stolen - filed a report, cancelled all my cards - identification-less - would like your contact information please.

:)

The police won't stop sending me letters in the mail ( Read more... )

The weather is gloomy and overcast.

Which is fine, it matches my mood.