pleading and needing
and bleeding and breeding
and feeding exceeding
where is everybody?
trying and lying
defying denying
crying and dying
where is everybody?

I finally was able to fall asleep between 11 PM and 11 AM last night.

Somewhere between that space, my uncle passed away.

$177, post-tax, $203 pre-tax, which is total bullshit. I know I've worked more than 28 hours.
In fact, I'd be getting paid six dollars and change if it was billed 28 hours.
Which, in New York, is definitely illegal.
But at least it's some money...

I'm feeling better. Apparently, cabaret and electronic music is the cure for everything. Who knew?

When summer fades and winter begins, this is where we find life.

Well, I suppose I'm sitting down here, even though I was supposed to be gone an hour ago to rant. So I'll start with what's most bothering me first. My mother is a very neurotic person. I really can't stand it, because she's neurotic about absolutely fucking nothing . For example: ( Read more... )

I am frustrated... frustrated and scared. I hate feeling like this.

I feel like a flood in January.

12 21 2012.

College placement test today. Sigh. I'm nervous, but everyone's telling me not to be, blah blah blah, whatever. At least this part of my life is being slowly worked on, once I establish that, then I'll be able to move into the relationship realm. Right, because work, family and spirituality's been established. Well, maybe not work so much... if I ( Read more... )

All is well. I've a job, college on Friday ...but I can't sleep. I am very content.

I got a 3 on my AP English exam. I couldn't be bothered. It seems so long ago.

I took a five-hour nap and now I'm cooking. We're making pizza and hashbrows in lieu of my mother's three-day absence.., which is now coming to a close. I feel better now.

Hahaha, my brother just said Leonard Cohen sounded like Dracula.