Today is my brother's last day of middle school. Today is the also first day of my last days at work. I'm putting in my two-week notice. I guess I'll miss Starbucks. I don't really know if this is the right decision. But I just feel like I'm drowning from the inside out ( Read more... )

A good friend of mine is getting married this weekend. I'm attending her wedding.

This has come up:

1) I don't know what to wear.
2) I wish I was the one getting married. To anyone.

Sigh.

I called Mother this morning. I'm going home. I'm just unhappy here.

Home is miserable. That's been established.

Work? Why do I work a half-hour away for money I'm just sitting on? My resume doesn't say that it was a half-hour away, only that I worked there. I love my job, but some of the people make me miserable. I realized at work last night that ( Read more... )

I am so very tired. I am so very sick.

.... I am so very lonely.

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I have done it. Young children officially like me more, versus their biological parents.

Now if I could work that charm on the opposite sex...

I should have known better to expect anything less than ignorance, idioticy and subversive treatment from this mockery of a family that I live with.

I should have expected it from everyone.

I write this alone on my bed ( Read more... )

... But this is post-worthy. I am swallowing the nice, overanalytical girl in me and sneaking out of the house, to hang out with fusethemasked.

Well she's a tongue twisting storm, she will come to the show tonight ( Read more... )

Well, for the lot (see: four) or so of you people who still look at here. I didn't get fired. Yeah, okay, I was deathly nervous. In fact... I got a raise? a like, bloody fifty-cent raise, but I guess a raise is a raise. Bridget (my manager) gave me averages in everything because her and I have worked together a grand total of like, four times.. in ( Read more... )

I'm feeling better, I guess, from my last post. I think I needed that in order to breathe again. There's been a certain clarity that's coming into my life - I guess staying up until 3 AM is how that happens. It doesn't even feel like 3 AM anymore, it feels like twelve, ten, eight ( Read more... )