Back with Hope and I couldn't be happier.

Been close to a year now since I've actually posted on this thing. Not too many significant changes other than breaking up with Hope. She's with a new guy, she's happy, I've found a new girl, I'm happy, we're still friends and life's great. I'm headed off to college at the end of the month if I can get everything worked out. Living not here is ( Read more... )

I had a wonderful weekend with my Babe. This is the first time in a long time that I've felt this good. I'm also reminded on how great The Olive Garden is and also how much I dislike shopping for clothes, though it wasn't as bad with Hope there. In other news...I finally turned 18. I don't feel very different. I'm just happy that I can buy weapons ( Read more... )

Just got back from Jordan's. Had a great D&D session. Everyone else was a little baked so it was interesting to see, though my clothes all smell like smoke. I'm having my friend Katie over on Tuesday. She's a friend from way back that I lost contact with but finally came back in contact with so I'm pretty excited. Hope's going to hate me for it. I ( Read more... )

I've learned far too late that it isn't who you are. No one cares. It's what you do. The things I do don't come close to reflecting who I am. I need to change. I've known this for awhile. I don't know if it's been laziness or if I just haven't realized the importance of it until now. Probably a combination of the two. I know I have the will....I ( Read more... )

Not much really going on in my life right now. For those of you I haven't told I'm working at Lucky Supermarket now. Kinda figures. If you ever shop there check the dates on things really carefully. That's about all for now.

I have this really bad feeling about something for no reason. I feel like something is going to happen. I hope it's nothing. Maybe it's because it's four in the morning and I should have been sleeping hours ago. I feel like I shouldn't leave the room. I went into my room and immediately got a bad feeling in my gut. And now there's a moth flying ( Read more... )

So I got grounded and that means I can only see Hope rarely. Because I'm grounded we're always on edge. I just got into a small fight with her and she drove off leaving the both of us none too happy. I don't know when I'll be ungrounded because my mother says my punishment lasts until I improve my relationship with my brother and I doubt Eric wants ( Read more... )

Being grounded is probably the worst thing ever....I'd rather be stabbed. The reason I'm grounded is because I ran away from home. Interesting story. Parents got drunk, average night. Mom got angry, average night. Eric got angry and left the house. I got angry and left at midnight. I went to Hope's for almost an hour then I walked to Damian's. This ( Read more... )

I never really update this anymore, but I check everyone elses almost everyday. I had a wicked good time at the Wischnewski's this weekend. Stayed up until five playing D&D. Everyone else went to bed and I hit Metal Gear. I didn't go to bed. I had to walk home barefoot at 6:30 because I wanted to see Hope and 9 and I knew everyone else wouldn't be ( Read more... )