It’s been a couple of chaotic days ( Read more... )

I’m feeling slightly more capable then last week. I had a long conversation with my academic advisor, which helped me define my purpose a little better. I figured out the root of my cranky mood ( Read more... )

I really hated this week. I think the past two months of five nights a week alcohol intake is catching up to me.

Today I watched television for 7 hours and did a little bit of homework. I just want to get out of this slump and feel like anything is worth something.

Still slightly cranky. Spent all day ironing out campus politics, and keeping my eye out for a certain someone.

I got an email from a boy I went on a couple of dates with when I was home this summer saying:

...I forgot to mention how beautiful you are.He was nice enough, but I could hardly keep myself from yawning over dinner. What does ( Read more... )

I watched a show on TV that made me want to have one night stand. Two summers ago in Chicago I slept with a boy I met once, in my car, parked on the side of Lake Michigan. I never talked to him again. I was probably looking for validation then too ( Read more... )

This boy carved the globe into his pumpkin, and of course I’m all smitten. A globe! Seriously though,the world in a pumpkin.

Everything seems really exciting right now.

I’m having a hard time understanding where this month has gone. I know so many things have changed, but it’s hard to articulate what this means to me. I want to say, if I could do it all over again I’d change a few things. But even those things are hard to define. But I know everyone works with what they have and if that isn’t enough, then maybe ( Read more... )

I’m not sure when I’ll be ready to go home with anyone. The boy crush and I talked a lot at the party. I smoked too many cigarettes and got too drunk too fast, while we sat on the radiator. Then I took a nap on the couch in the hidden room for awhile and Dylan turned off the light. When I went back out to the party, he was gone. He said our kiss ( Read more... )

It’s been decided. I’m moving to Eastern Europe on January 22nd ( Read more... )

Funniest but most legitimate question of the week:

Are Dylan and Nicole in super LOVE???

Answer:

I don't know are we? We used to be roommates.