this will be my last entry cuz i'm a preppy little bitch who apparently can't have an opinion. and i need to stop saying shit about alycia. what the fuck have i said. i don't need this shit. journals cause so much trouble. fuck it. fuck everything and everyone. i could careless about dumb people when all they want to do is fight. i think it's so ( Read more... )

i can barely keep my eyes open i'm so tired. here's my horoscope for today ( Read more... )

last night i told cody not to come over cuz i had homework and i dont' wanna see the kid every fucking day. anyways...after i told him that he happened to bring up that he got the prom pictures developed and he wanted to show them to me. ok fine. i was expecting him to come over, drop off the pictures, try to make out with me, then leave. well that ( Read more... )

my weekend ( Read more... )

today is prom. oh-goodie.

and i'm not that excited anymore. i was when i got my dress and all. but now...not that excited. cody's hyped about it. don't know why but he is. i don't know what i'm going to do after prom either. i want to go to jamie's but then cody will want to come and no. and i don't really want to go get drunk cuz i don't want to do anything that i will ( Read more... )

i feel so much better right now. i was freaking out in my last update but i called cody and talked to him about the message he left me. i guess he just wanted to say that he was sorry for yelling at me on saturday night. he never yelled at me. i thought he was going to yell at jessica cuz she texted him a message that said, "hey babe-just ditch ( Read more... )

cody called me at 11:11 today and left me a voice message saying that we need to talk. omg omg omg! brittney called him back not even and minutest later he didn't answer. she called on my phone so i figured he would answer but noooo. i'm freaking out. what should i think? what does he want to talk about? i called him during 3rd hour and i was ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a while....i'm dating cody, i'm not ready for the tests coming up (act and psae), i feel like i'm pissing all my friends off and all i want is for this week to be over!!!! Last night was not the best night either, the day was going by okay I guess I made plans to hang out with Jamie (for this weekend) and everything but then I ( Read more... )

i'm not even sure if i want to go to prom anymore. jamie's not going. brittney's not going. well she could but her g-pa (lol brittney) has to bring the money to school. i'm kinda pissed jamie isn't going but what can ya do? NOTHING i can't change her mind. we were really close for the longest time but now we don't really tell each other stuff ( Read more... )