do we know what life is outside of our convenient Lexus cages?

She took off her slippers and sat in the dark ( Read more... )

It's amazing how a show about a woman dying of cancer can send me into a downward spiral, still.

You would think that after so many years, the pain would go away or the frustration, or the worry.

But, I guess it doesn't ever go away.

I have found myself on the never ending rollercoaster again ( Read more... )

“I’m sure you’ve heard the news ( Read more... )

So much to say, but i'd rather be on my computer, so i'm going to give a short update.

We brought home a dog from ARF while we were checking out Angie's brick, yeah the irony, huh. We still love you and miss you AngieTwo days later, Callie died. She was 14, but still ( Read more... )

Well Fri night was interesting to say the least. I ended up going out with Tony, never seeing kevin, and going home with Jaime. Now Jaime is a boy i met several weeks ago when i was tripping on shrooms. He started talking to me, asked if he could kiss me, and when his face started melting, i lied and said i was engaged to be married and slipped ( Read more... )

Just to make this clear to everyone:

this is my life. This is not fiction, but yes, this is my life.And i would appreciate that you would keep your thoughts of my life being fiction, to yourself. However, if you ever actually did check up on my little adventures in the past, then you would see that some of the names are repeated. Why? B/c this ( Read more... )

this is aruba:


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I sat in the corner of the van with no pants on. I looked at him through my shielded arms pleading that he would stop begging. I wasn’t giving in. I’m done with giving in when I really don’t want to do something ( Read more... )