I walk Long Beach every morning 2 miles. I am pushing myself to be the same weight that i was back in January when i was stressed and SKINNY. However, i am realizing that it is hard to become skinny when life is so perfect. But anyways, i'm sticking to this plan. Hey, it's better than sticking powder up my nose all the time, cuz then i would be ( Read more... )

The water was the color of light blue as I spoke to the 24-year-old Methodist virgin while the white powder dissipated through my body. It was nearly 5am by then and our conversation had gone over the basics of religion, politics, family life, and why both of us were there. It was good conversation. The one that made me wish the sun would never ( Read more... )

ARUBA=PARADISE

More to come of my wonderful vacation!!
And pics too, if my dial up system isn't tooo slow (it's not my choice to have dial up, but rent is free, so i don't bitch :) )

So my love life has improved dramatically. I'm back to being single and good at it. Date here, roll in the sack there, some fun over chocolate martinis another night, oh the fun times ( Read more... )

I had twins last night while i was sleeping. They were obviously the cause of my excess weight even with my monthly periods. But women still do get their periods while pregnant, so no wonder i thought nothing of it. I knew Ryan was the father too, but i didn't want to indulge him with this information just yet. No, i was going to wait until i ( Read more... )

I laid in bed holding the book that helped me get over you those many months ago ( Read more... )

Ok so i still haven't had the ambition to find another job, but i made good money this past weekend working 3 days. Hehe ( Read more... )

Well I'm back home in Ny...hopefully only temporarily, but i already feel like i will be here for the summer ( Read more... )

so whats up ( Read more... )

I was walking home from my second to last final today and looked at myself in the glass box, that on rare occasions, hold artwork. I’ve past that glass for four years always turning my head to see where my hair is sticking up or what clothing is out of sorts. However, I looked at myself differently this morning, walking back from my last day in ( Read more... )