I hate how things change. I hate how one month you can be as happy as you have ever been...then 2 months later everything changes. I hate when friends leave, I hate when groups break up. I hate the fact of growing up and everything that goes with it. Friends leaving for college. How everything in your life changes at this time of life. ( Read more... )

Well last weekend was pretty cool. We got a keg in the garage....finished the new poker table. Ryan, shea, grahm, and wes's band are playin mrs. Freshman im pretty sure, so you should all go check that out!....Paul broke my week old phone....arg! I have a crush..it sucks.
<3~Z

Andrew Called us yesterday. Damn it felt good to hear that kids voice. I mean that may sound gay or whatever but I dont care. I mean, its been months and its almost as if hes, like died or something. Just re-assurance that he actually is coming back one day. We also went to lil 5 this weekend, that was pretty fun. I want the rain to go away, ( Read more... )

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well so far this winter break has been completely awsome. My parents are out of town all week!!! I threw what I think was a pretty good party on friday night. That was lots of fun. Since then Ive had lots of lil mini partys over here too. Ive had like 7 full bags of trash "beer cans" since friday leave this house. Smoked some dro out of a big ( Read more... )

There's something to be said about complete and total detachment. To be powerless and weak to the suggestions of a disillusioned mind.
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when everything you ever wanted, was right before your eyes.

and nothing you could do,would rid this bitersweet disquise.

Cause nothing but the truth will make this go away.

and it just keeps getting worse with every lie you say.

<3~Z

Lately I have been feeling odd. An overwhelming sense of nothingness is starting to consume my body. I sit here at this keyboard and just feel empty. I cant explain it. Its as if Im a starnger to myself. I hate it. Like I just cant sit still cause I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin. SO I just squirm from side to side until I realize ( Read more... )

Cookie crackers are awsome!!!! fuck yeah!!!!!! And chelsea Forness....I miss you. And TJ, why dont you want me with her? Ill treat her better than anyone you'll ever know. And from now on, if you want to say something about our situation...take it up with me face to face.

whats wrong with us?
? <3~Z ?