so ya i haven't updated this thing in forever. school is actually doing great for me now. lol once i finally started goin to class it really wasn't all that hard... work sucks ass, but i need the money. thank god i am takin a vacation to amsterdamn i sooo need it. the uncle i live with is movin an hour away from my family/work/school and i am not ( Read more... )

i feel empty inside

so finally i am going on a nice vacation. i haven't been on an actual once since i went to alaska freshman year of hs. eric and i are plannin a trip to amsterdam. we booked the tickets and the hotel. we timed it so we would be there for the cannabis cup ^_^ the trip isn't all that much either all together it comes to like $600. i am gonna have my ( Read more... )

I am a member of 1 clique of size 7

tribalband69, disaster101, strangekindaboy, chachtheprince, staceypie, shaneyboi, preppyfag

yay if u get the august issue of the advocate i am in it ^_^ YAY for me *runs around all excited*

this weekend was midly amusing. friday i was off work thank god. eric and i went out drinking w/ his mom and sister. it was good times. after that eric and i had to be back at his house cuz steve was comin over. he showed up at like 7ish i guess. so we left to go to the city and get pot. we made it in in record time and had like an hour and a half ( Read more... )

wtf has happened to my life. i used to have friends and shit and go out all the time and have fun. i have like no friends here. wtf. i am too busy w/ eric. friends of his will stop by like twice a month. even then u can totally tell he wants them to leave. life here was never in a million years what i thought it would be. granted i really don't ( Read more... )

again here i am waiting. eric is at some wedding and said that i could go to... ya like after the whole thing is done and over w/. granted it's at the elks lodge (not the first place i would have a reception) but still he is eating right now. i do like seeing him, but i think our relationship could have survived 1 day of not seeing each other ( Read more... )

bleh. so i feel like my relationship with eirc is goin no where. i still like him and i am pretty sure he still like me. i dunno. it's not really like any relationship i have had in the past. i know i can't really compare any of them, but sometimes i wonder where this is all gonna lead too. i feel like i spend so much time and energy making him ( Read more... )

this sucked. it 9:30 my bf is passed out drunk in bed and there is no way in hell i am goin to bed at 9:30 on the fourth of july. grrrr