i got a new cell phone last night. the new number is 201-421-8088

so i just read my recent posts on here and i am fuckin crazy. i guess it's good that i write these "feeling" that i have, but most of them are just paranoid thoughts brought on my pot. i don't get nearly as paranoid as i used to but it's still kinda there. i think it's more of a mental thing. like most of the so called problems i have in my life ( Read more... )

so ya again i haven't updated this thing in like forever. things are doin better i guess. hopefully i will be gettin a new job at schering-plough. better hours and better pay. still planning on goin to school at night. i seriously have no clue what i wanna do though. it really sucks. things with eric and i are ok i guess. sometimes it's great ( Read more... )

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so y ai really haven't updated this thing is a really long time. so in recent events eric and i had our first fight last night. i ended up goin back to the our friends house after he went home. well i felt bad that i went without him so i lied and said i went home :-/ ya not a smart thing to do. it's not even like i mean to lie. it just kinda ( Read more... )

so ya life is ok. i am goin to amsterdam in 2 weeks. YAY i went and saw the incredibles this weekend, it was pretty good. slow in some parts but not bad ( Read more... )

Bush better not fuckin win or i am soooo outta here...

bleh so things in nj aren't all that great. they never really were. it sucks cuz before i came here i thought i would have loads of friends and be goin into ny to clubs and it would be like ohio, but 100x better. instead i have no friends i work 24/7 and spend all my free time w. eric. not to say that's a bad thing but things don't really seem like ( Read more... )