Honestly, I've been at this place for about 2 hours, and I can say that I want to leave, right now. I'm sick of this place because I'm sick of being here with all these crazy ass professors that have no idea what they're talking about. English is going terribly, and I don't know why. In high school, I was so good at writing and English, and now I'm ( Read more... )

Well, it's almost the end of summer, and I haven't made one damn post in this journal since the middle of April. The end of my senior year was absolutely brilliant, and I graduated from good ol' Wyoming Area. As I watch people that I know walk by me, and I see them, I don't ever get the urge to walk up to them. If they see me, and they want to talk ( Read more... )

Did you ever have that feeling that you might actually find the light you see at the end of the tunnel? I felt like that for a brief moment, but then the feeling was lost. It's like you don't know what to do, you kind of find yourself running in circles, but then you're on a straightaway. He's amazing, you know he is, but you don't know what to do ( Read more... )

Usually, I'd like to say "call the woemobile, i have an emogency." I've gotten to the point where I'm sick and tired of explaining things to people. I've always wanted you, ALWAYS. I'm left here with nothing and I'm wondering if it's even worth it anymore to just be confused and annoyed all the time. I'm in love, but at the same time, it's ( Read more... )

As the year comes closer to the end, it gets so much easier. Basically, I just had a 42 page journal entry written, and it got deleted on me. All I've been doing for the past half hour is ranting and raving about people that make my life pointless. People that are selfish, ungrateful, and obnoxious. The kids that are 17 or 18 years old in high ( Read more... )

I need to get back to school, ASAP! I'm thankful that the doctor gave me muscle relaxers and pills for the migranes. Wyoming Area, get ready because I'm back in black. I also can't wait to do my senior project update, because I want to get it over with before I die.... I love life... Sometimes =)

She painted on a fake smile ( Read more... )

The year 2005 comes to a close, and I realize a lot of things as the clock hit 12:00. You took all of me, a long time ago, and I'm still dwelling on it, and letting you get the best of me. After that July I figured the best thing was for you to go away to school, and that way I wouldn't have to deal with you, ever again. I was wrong, you came back ( Read more... )

Well, I can't wait until next week is over, after that, I will be able to relax and just ride through life with an easy going mind. Sweet! I applied for jobs today, and I felt good about it. I didn't get to talk to Jeff much, and it was nerve racking, but I'll get over it, just some things on my mind that need to be cleared with him. I usually don' ( Read more... )

Winds blowing, rain pouring, a feeling of terror.... A hurricane makes landfall and everyone is scared, but unsure of what they should do in the situation. It's a terrible thing to think of, but no one ever realizes that most of the time, your inside feels like it's hit, right inbetween your ribs. Your stomach churns like winds of 80 mph, and your ( Read more... )