Comments | preshuzz_l0ve: heartbroken and confused

preshuzz_l0ve

heartbroken and confused

Jun 15, 2004 21:25

well today didnt turn out like i expected. it went from being a really good and exciting day to a bad one ( Read more... )

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misz_sofia June 15 2004, 19:06:37 UTC

;[ mama dont worry everythings gona be okii. Just try nd think bout things with u and charlie. also bout ur dad oh well...dont let that shit get u down. ur so lucky to be bringin a litto qute baby into the world and that baby is going to have the best mother ever. dont forget that. also if u ever need to talk im here for u. Im me at either
DadeCounty Sofie
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<3<3 lubb u

preshuzz_l0ve June 16 2004, 16:35:00 UTC

thanks so much girl. yeah i know i shouldnt let lil shit bring me down but i guess it gets hard sometimes. thankz for the advice! <33

_qlamorous June 15 2004, 20:08:24 UTC

well sweetie..your always helpin me out so i thouqht it would be a nice to return the favor. i read everythinq and it seems like your just scared to loose charlie for qood. thats what it basically comes down to, but first and foremost, you qotta take care of yourself. if your not qunna do it, no one else is. qod qave you this precious qift for a reason. the least u can do is try to take time and appreciate it more. no one said it was qunna be all fun and qames. in life you qotta struqqle and believe it or not, it could be alot worst. i feel you so much cuz im qoin throuqh the same shit with my man [minus the preqnancy which i kno adds a whole lot to ur shoulders]. he hasnt been a bad boyfriend to me, he juss dosnt meet my expectations. if you feel like this now, its not qunna qet much easier later on. you've qiven charlie plenty of chances to chanqe, but hes younq..and im sure he takes everythinq as a joke. when you have this baby, he will open up his eyes and realize what lifes about. if hes a man, he qunna put his part into not only ( ... )

preshuzz_l0ve June 16 2004, 16:40:34 UTC

wow i couldnt ask for better advice! first off i wanna thank you for takin time out to read my whole damn entry lmao! and ur 100% right about EVERYTHING! i honestly dont know what else to say cuz u jus left me speechless. ur right, god did give me a gift and i do need to apreciate it more! i mean some people cant even have kids! thankz so much for the advice ma it made me feel alot better. <33

_qlamorous June 16 2004, 18:34:47 UTC

naa mama..no problem! im actually qlad i could help =P
-flaca

preshuzz_l0ve June 16 2004, 19:38:38 UTC

aww =]

stylistik_flava June 15 2004, 21:18:56 UTC

u just made me teary eyed for real all day i was happy 2 see ya pics & i barely know u & to think that charlie upset u pissed me off (sorry if i sound like the bestfriend type lmao) but i really got teary eyed as soon as Luis came home I showed him ya pics & he was like she's so pretty! she doesn't even look preg if that lil round thing was there!! so there you go you aren't fat & ugly you are beautiful don't let no 1 tell you differrent.....

as for the way you feel I've been through that & I know EXACTLY how you feel with the whole telling them how you feel & shit & them not caring or show they not caring i hated that & your preg you shouldn't have to go through that!! Charlie lives in Queens? I'm a have to troop to Queens & have a talk with him ;( hmph! well ya Bronx friend spoke I hope you feel better mama

stylistik_flava June 15 2004, 21:20:55 UTC

oh yea you should tell your dad exactly how you feel regardless because thats kinda fucked up he can simply tell the dude mind your business wdf? grrr @ dads & every1 making preg ppl upset you shouldnt be upset!!

preshuzz_l0ve June 16 2004, 16:43:54 UTC

lmao yeah ur rite i should talk to my dad but me and him really dont get along in that type of way that i can talk to him and shit. but itz all good ill get over it. thankz so much for tha compliment =D lmao u should go to queens and have a talk wit him! maybe if u scare him that will make him understand my feelingz! LMAO

THINK ABOUT IT! ladii_bronx June 15 2004, 21:57:15 UTC

THA WAY I SEE IT, [JUST MY OPINION] DO THINGS CORRECT FOR THE SAKE OF THE BABY. I GREW UP W/ MY PARENTS DISLIKING EACH OTHER AND BLA BLA BLA BEFORE I WAS EVEN BORN. AND LOOK AT ME NOW.. I HAVE A SCAR FOR LIFE. I LIVE WITH MY FATHER. MY MOTHER MOVED OUT B/C MY MOM AND DAD JUST COULDNT WORK THINGS OUT. PITIFUL, I DIDNT HAVE A MOTHER FIGURE AT HOME TO SHOW ME HOW LIFE IS. INSTEAD, IM LEARNING FROM A MAN WHICH IS MY FATHER. ALL IM SAYING IS, THINK ABOUT THE CHILD BEFORE YOU MAKE ANY DEFINITE MOVES. MY MOTHER BIGGEST MISTAKE TODAY, IS WHEN SHE DECIDED TO SPLIT FROM THE FAMILY. AND LEFT ME AND MY BROTHER WITH MY DAD. IT WAS HELL. AND TO THIS DAY IT STILL IS. I SEE IT AS SELFISH LOVE. SHE FOUND THE EASY WAY OUT FOR HER, BUT TILL THIS DAY SHE PAYS HELL FOR IT. HOW? BECAUSE I KNOW YOU SUPPOSE TO FORGIVE AND FORGET, BUT YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ONCE IT'S ALL SAID AND DONE.

LONG STORY SHORT, THINK ABOUT IT FROM YOU DAUGHTERS VIEW FROM WHEN COMES INTO THIS WORLD... WHAT DO YOU WANT HER TO EXPERIENCE??!!

I EXPERIENCED HELL AT AN ( ... )

Re: THINK ABOUT IT! preshuzz_l0ve June 16 2004, 16:47:17 UTC

yeah ur rite but the way i see it, if me and charlie DO decide to break up and the baby stays with me she will still see him. I WOULD NEVER take charlie away from OUR kid. yeah he would only see her a couple of timez a week but i think its better than living in arguments 24/7. i grew up wit my parents ALWAYS arguin and they still together till this day but it was hard seein my parents never gettin along too =\

xxitalianaxx June 16 2004, 05:28:34 UTC

omg ::hugz:: i am sooooo sorry. i dont know how he is personally but i was thinking maybe you are overreacting since you are preg. your emotions work way harder and make you think bad things all the time. if this is how he truely is, make him sit down and talk! tell him its not fair for the baby to hear the fighting and attitudes. im sure the baby wants to be born to happy loving parents who love each other. he may think twice!

preshuzz_l0ve June 16 2004, 16:49:11 UTC

girl i had 503058684039568201 talks with charlie. and we try and work things out all the time but nothing seems to change. im not blaming him 100% cuz im no angel and i do bitch at timez too and my emotionz are gettin the best of me since im pregnant but i jus wish he would be more understanding of that. idk i guess we will see what happeneds once the baby is born.