have you ever looked up at the sky in the day time? i mean, really looked at it? it is so fucking beautiful. i never realized how pretty and hot detailed the sky was. i keep an actual written journal in my purse, and it goes everywhere with me. a few weeks ago, i wrote this..
i swear on my life that if i could take this knife out of my back, i would - but between the loss of blood and the loss of my trust in you, i don't think it'd do any good. if love existed we wouldn't be so soft and easy to ruin.
if you look at the second entry down, ive been told. haha, i was SO told. also, these are only things that i feel at that point in time, this isnt what i feel all the time. so i think you could have chilled a little too. tyvm.