He barely looked alive tonight, sluggish, with dark, non responsive eyes. Bent posture from being mentally and physically stressed. Paled skin contrasting his hair which was as black and oily as petrol ( Read more... )

I picked up this book yesterday Dashiell Hammett's "red harvest" its pretty good, not brilliantly philosophical or anything but entertaining all the same ( Read more... )

The sun is shining today, it's nice outside, not to hot. I was told yesterday that I learn like a turtle, while my coworker learns like a rabbit. The old man I work with seems to think I'm doing ok, although he tells me my cutting technique still sucks, i won;t get any real practice with it until they think my coworker is good enough to start ( Read more... )

Recently I feel like I have been falling back into old habits I've tried to break. Vices that remind me of what I hate in myself and of times not so good. Some of them have phased in and out but now they are coupled with opportunities I have taken advantage of that make my life ultimately more difficult; I know this, and have therefore created my ( Read more... )

Instantly got 10x better at making tempura today when boss man showed me how it was supposed to be done. Take shrimp, dip in batter, put in 350F oil. Take hand, put in batter rub shrimp already in fryer to get an extra coating on them. Yes...Take your hand and put it in 350 degree oil, still kinda freaks me out. The batter sometimes splashes, ( Read more... )

I scaled a fish for the first time yesterday, that's fun ( Read more... )

THis music makes me happy i Must have it. Your The Man Now Dog ( Read more... )

It is really amazing how sick i feel today, not surprising, but awesome ( Read more... )

I like live journal, I really do think that if i hadn't have picked such a pain in the ass user name that i would update it more often. I feel so bored all of the time, everyone has been asking me if i'm tired. Maybe, but i just can't think of anything that i want to do enough to get off my ass and do it. I have been doing all of the things i ( Read more... )

In the end we all die alone, if not to love what is the purpose of life? I think its supposed to say something about the duality of man, our catch-22. Our dilemma, our contradiction, our outlook, our spin, our slant, baited hooks. It's not that your to black, it's that I'm too white. One and the same yet...I wish i could wear an enlightened grin ( Read more... )