I came home to avoid nights like this. I know I got a friend back I thought I lost, and can't say "no one cares", but he wasn't there tonight and no one else was and my mind went into all its bad places. It's been going there a lot lately. Like every night ( Read more... )

I remembered I have an LJ because I'm drunk, unwinding from a long day at work (9.5 hrs.). I don't know if there's anybody who still reads this whom I don't have semi-regular contact with via Facebook etc., but just in case I'll fill you in ( Read more... )

Yesterday ( Read more... )

You are mine...but now I have no roommate, no hope of finding one, and have no idea how I will pay for you through next March...

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Leaving is a shame, but it's not quite sad. Because after all, we're all only visiting. Things, places, people, all are merely borrowed. Pain only results from clinging.

Strange art object, with alien sound

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Copyright law in the 21st Century...discuss

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Danny De Vito

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The "dark past" of Trent Reznor, in two parts

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Society foists all manner of stupid shit on you. Remember when you were a kid, and you had to give valentines to everyone in the class, even if you didn't like them? I'd like to think things have changed since then, but I'm not so sure.

A friend in the hospital. My cold compress didn't help much I suppose. And too many deranged thoughts and mistakes to name. Not falling asleep. Can't picture ever falling asleep, just like I can't picture her weak on a bed, or scared or crying. Can't stop thinking, even more than normal. All this, plus the stuff from my last post. Fuck. Too ( Read more... )

For those who missed our last episode, I spent the week of January 21st perpetually drunk and stoned (and quite happy to be so), and my cohorts and I managed to misalign our sleep schedules to the point that we go to sleep at 8 AM ( Read more... )

"Come to me, come to me, come and drink of me,
Turn away, turn away, and never again think of me,
Carry me..."