I'm going to make my journal friends only from now on. I'll probably do public posts every so often...but just to give y'all a heads up you should comment if you want added.

1. Go out with me ( Read more... )

Relaxing baths are good. Unless they relax you so much you almost fall asleep. Yay for near drowning experiences!!1!1

But I didn't die. So it's all good.

Current score, folks:

Merissa: 1 Death: 0

Take that, death. Who's yo momma? Taste my paiiiin.

In other news, I'm back down to a tolerable level of contentment. Lavendar does that to me. So ( Read more... )

1.) Today is one week until my birthday.

2.) I'm tired but I've got to be at work in 48 minutes.

3.) I feel more and more alone each day.

4.) In a couple weeks I'm probably not going to have a cell phone until my bill is paid.

5.) Each day it's getting harder to rationalize waking up.
6.) Then, remembering my lovely little reoccuring dream...I ( Read more... )

lacerations laced with love ( Read more... )

Ok so I was having a good day earlier. I mean, all went well at my new job. I've got an interview on Friday....nothing to mess it up, right? Wrong ( Read more... )

weezer, meatloaf, and mashed potatoes oh my.

Is it sad when the only thing that can make you feel better is hot fudge sundae pop tarts that have been in the refridgerator?

I've had this weird feeling in the back of my mind ever since the dreams started coming back. Haven't decided if the feeling is good or bad yet. It just sorta freaks me out. The fact that I can still feel this way after a month of silence sorta fucks with my brain. I need to let go. I know this, but the question is, can I? And if I can...what good ( Read more... )

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