Beauty queen of only eighteen ( Read more... )

Ya so finally its summer..and i just woke up from an amazing sleep...wooow....well everythings cool..but the damn weather. Ya and then theres boys..who suck...why cant u just decide..I call and ur not intrested..oh but wait..u tell me u wanna chill but i have to make the plans..ya..lol..anyways...my moms going through a really hard time right now.. ( Read more... )

Why did u have to restart this all over again...not now..please...not when everything is getting better...not when I am finally over everything...not to just play with my fucking emotions...u really dont know anything thats going on right now...and i dont think u wanna deal with it either ( Read more... )

Soo..I tried to think about shit today...ya...then I had to stop..because I realized this isnt fair you know. I dont wanna be the pathetic me begging to get someeone back again..or the pathetic me who was just PATHETIC...LOL!!! See...its like the mess is already picked up..so he come back now...I dont wanna think that way..at all...he doesnt even ( Read more... )

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Take A Bow ( Read more... )

i'm not a perfect person, there are many things i wish i didn't do ( Read more... )

he came over and watched movies with me yesterday....and i dont know..at first i was hesitant to the whole thing you know...but now..I..think im falling...shit...lol

This Bitter Pill ( Read more... )

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