where is my place in life ( Read more... )

i can't believe that i just lost my best friend... again.

hung out with linda earlier. i think i like her. she's cool. crazy, but cool. haven't seen joe in a long time, but who would want to?(I'M JUST KIDDING BUUUUDDYYYYYYYYYYY.) i be busy, no matt time. i got trigun, prey-cooo. i wanna see the lizard-creature. dern fool.

pretty much had the worst weekend of my life...
FUCK NO! that was awesome! warped tour was aight, but hanging with steph while listening to comedy was fantastic! i haven't had that much fun in a long time. billy idol is old and leathery. punk bands aren't fun. slept in a k-mart parking lot. had fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun.

so i was talking to my mom today and she said that she talked to the rest of my family about steph and i. she said that everyone thinks that i should stop being friends with her. they think that she's taking advantage of me because i still love her. they think that her kissing me on the cheek is using me. katie, yes my sister katie, said that she ( Read more... )

i said that i was gonna stop using lj so steph could talk about her bitch all she wanted, but i think i'll keep using it. plus, she(don't know why i'm saying "she", i could say "you" because you, stephanie, are the only one who reads my shit) said that she enjoys my updates, even tho they are boring. i just always get bummed when i think about ( Read more... )

the day is just as sweet as you wish it to be
your life is only as good as how you choose to end it
no more

i always feel good then really shitty in like 2 seconds.

1...2...3! yeah 3! why is this number so special? it's the number of times i've been shut down to go swimming. or rather, denied... anyways goin tomorrow, maybe. maybe. maybe. i'm jus kiddn. work, work, work. so fun, not really. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. LeBarty.

today sucked. felt weird. felt really weird. issa woke me up at 8:00. v ,lfr,lfbyyhf,ihj