i can't seem to fall asleep. i have been laying in bed for a while now but i can't fall asleep. every time i feel like i am falling asleep i seem to start thinking again about something and then i can't sleep b/c its on my mind again. being home has gotten a little better i think. my grandmother came in today-finally-after missing her flight on ( Read more... )

i don't know if i should be happy about being home yet.im already kinda mad at my mom b/c she won't give chad a chance and she doesn't even know him and that makes me mad. he is really a great guy and i really like him. i miss him a lot b/c he is in oklahoma and im here!!! now in houston, grrrrrrrrrrrrr. i haven't finished unpacking and my room is ( Read more... )

chad is jerry's friend from highschool. i met him on saturday at jerry's bday party. he is 6'6"!!! and i am 5'2"!! nice huh?? anyway he is really nice. natalie and i were talking at the party and i was like i think chad is cute. and she freaked out on me and was like oh my gosh he thinks you are cute too!! i was like cool and i smiled. she told ( Read more... )

so i have about a day and a half left in san antonio. i am upset about that. i don't want to leave i am not ready to say goodbye to my FREEDOM!!! i love my freedom. now i have to live in my parents house and be under their roof and their rules and shit and i don't want to deal with that. i like being able to go out and do things and go places and ( Read more... )

today jessica and i went to visit megan in austin because she had surgery on her finger again. we got her a beta fish in a tank that looks like a fish..it looks like the beta is inside the big fish's belly!! anyway we can't figure a name for it yet. we took the wrong exit~thanks to me~b/c of all the traffic and stuff i forgot which one it is. so ( Read more... )

wow, this semester has gone by way tooo fast for me. it's weird. i am gonna miss everything and everyone, especially my best friends. i have become so much closer to so many people here that when i was saying goodbye to some of them yesterday i coudln't help myself but cry. after my bio test yesterday i called megan to go and say goodbye and help ( Read more... )

why do people like to piss me off? why can't anyone take me seriously? am i that nice? i went today with meg and jess to ihop to eat. i was like i want a sundae instead of food. and jess was like you like to eat everything when you are..and she stopped and the dumb waitress was like are you pregnant?!?! i was like NO!!! NOW GO AWAY! and i moved ( Read more... )

omg ok, so i still haven't talked to brad. wtf!!! i don't fucking get it. and his roommate chris who is also one of my friends has only been calling me to get him alcohol and he never calls for anything else so i got pissed off and i told him to stop calling and he was like don't be a fucking bitch to me. and i was like stop being a dick and stop ( Read more... )

i am not sure what to say today. there are a lot of things on my mind and i am not sure where to start. i found out some things i didn't know about noe that i am not too happy about~ he is a jerk. but whatever. i wrote brad a letter and gave it to him today and he still hasn't called me to tell me what he thinks or anything like that. so i don't ( Read more... )

brad is my best friend that is a guy. we met the first day of school when we moved up here to san antonio for school. he lived across the hall from me and life was great. we would talk until early hours of the night and we would go out for dinner and have fun together. we even went tanning together and got our ass's burned because we were dumb ( Read more... )