At 2 in the morning I felt the urged to clean out the contents of my room ( Read more... )

Having snowed nearly five inches last night in a matter of hours, school was hopelessly, or hopefully depending on who you ask, was cancelled. Leaving my sister and brother-in-law out of day care for the afternoon admits trying to leave for a weekend gateway with friends ( Read more... )

God please fulfill my heart and make it whole again.
I trust my life, my problems, my troubles to you.
I pray you take the lead and direct me where you wish me to go.

I don't know why, today, a Wednesday, of no particular meaning, has turned out to be such a hard day.

I miss him.
I miss him a lot.

I feel like a giant part of me is missing.

Worst part? I know it doesn't matter.

I went to the library today in an effort to distract my mind and search for some answers ( Read more... )

Nothing hurts more than being ignored ( Read more... )

So I lost it tonight ( Read more... )

I got ditched tonight.

Fuck the holidays.

Get out of my head.

Why can't stop thinking about you when its clear you're not thinking about me.

Fuck.
I know I made mistakes. I know everyone says it gets easier.

When.

I'm starting to think that maybe everything I thought I wanted isn't what I need ( Read more... )