RANT of the day: RELIGION ( Read more... )

What a crazy and intricate world we live in, even when things seem so simple and 2 dimensional, they never really are. I think what amazes me the most is how fast it goes, even when it feels like it's crawling. What I find most perplexing about life, is how awfully confusing it is. How, all these elements can leave you feeling breathless, helpless ( Read more... )

It’s 2008 already: Another year gone and another new years blog to be written. It’s been quite the roller coaster of a year for me, where to start. 2007 was a pretty bleak year for me, well most of it anyways. A lot of friendships were dismantled, my year and a half relationship fell apart, I became unmotivated at work, and well just became unhappy ( Read more... )

Love, what is love anyways? For the longest time I thought love was just an useless four letter word. I've been hurt so many times to ever think of it as anything different. For me love doesn't just happen, it takes time to develop. I've been in 'love' once in my entire life. And it seemed like just as qucikly as it developed, it was gone-even if ( Read more... )

The daily routines of life.. well by that I actually mean my life ( Read more... )

Wouldn't it be nice to take another form.. to take on another identity. Even for just a day to feel what it's like outside your own vechile, and feel in anothers. I think about this a lot, like what if we were all able to collectively swap.. I know what you're thinking.. but seriously think about it. Think about how great it would feel to, just let ( Read more... )

regret. Well, not just regret. I feel myself slipping farhtur and farthur away from my own sanity with my robotic everyday routine. God I complain so much sometimes, I know this.. God, I wish I didn't, but I always feel so much better when I do, you know. How do I stop myself from losing my sanity? How do I go about making my life, errr.. my mind ( Read more... )

I often have moments where I seriously feel like I can suspend my mind from my body you know. Like for a moment or two, there's an invisable sign on my head that reads "No vacancy.". I just went through a tremendously frustrating bout(oh god spelling infraction) of writers block. My story is coming along, but as I get to those parts where I need to ( Read more... )

Two thousand seven, another year gone. Of course with two thousand six gone, it's time for the inevitable New Year blog. Usually a blog made to point out the highlights or my year, good and bad. I'm happy to say that I have more good to discuss then the bad. Realizations have been made, friendships have come the there demise, and relationships have ( Read more... )

Twenty one, wow. I can't believe how fast life goes. It feels just like yesterday I was at home playing with the newest Ninja Turtle action figures, or my sister and I strolling around downtown St. Catharines while our parents were at work and meeting the sketchiest people ever. I said Ninja Turtles because I was obsessed. I went through this whole ( Read more... )