So, in my absence, I failed to mention that I have found my sister. Classmates.com had her name in their storage bank of 4 possible name searches. I paid for a special membership in hopes of sending her an e-mail that might reach her. I managed to luck out I'd say, considering the very slim chance I had of 1 out of 100 chances, and how Classmates. ( Read more... )

Time collapsed ( Read more... )

Am I a permanent indifferenceI’ve always wondered where I would see myself in time. Not lost, but never completely found either. I know I’m still not there. Its like I always say, “You grow and learn more about yourself everyday.” Likes, dislikes, appearances and self worth; achievements. I guess that’s what your life and how you see yourself all ( Read more... )

There’s a feeling I get, only from you ( Read more... )

I have this folder on my hotmail account. It's a special folder where I save things that are important to me, for things that stand out to me and grab my attention. I realize however, that I'm just not saving certain words, or thoughts, but that I'm holding onto everything, and perhaps feeling and falling too hard without keeping my eyes and heart ( Read more... )

This is an entry I posted in my diary last night. Read it as you will, and leave any comments you like. I'm too lazy to update a real entry, I'm tired, and by the time I update my online diary I've usually exhausted any other topics to discuss. You can look at my other diary if you wish. Toodles.

“The heal of the hunt is over”

Tresses of auburn danced around baby curls ( Read more... )

I could never love you truly, for all your beauty there is the cruel perfection which keeps me at bay ( Read more... )

II really wonder what it is that I do to people ( Read more... )

It's been far too long since I have even passed the time of day to come here.

I had at some point last summer finally given in and tried to close myself off to everyone, even though I knew deep down inside of me that I wouldn't last long. Even though I posted the rapid update back in March, it still isn't enough to let others know how I have been ( ( Read more... )