my summer is almost over. i go back to school on the tenth to start preseason. i am so not looking forward to the fitness tests... but i cant wait until i get to see my friends and my Fred. Anna is here staying with me until we go back to school. i am glad she is here. we went running together today. it was fun, even though we both did our own ( Read more... )

i have been permanently traumatized... before i go farther, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Hatchett!!! i hope your ass feels better in the morning than it looked last night!!! he got 25 hard birthday ass smacks... topped with 25 darts being thrown into bare ass... two actually stuck. he bled. it was fucking ridiculous. and my ex decided to dance iwth this 45 year ( Read more... )

so it seems like today is a good time for venting... here it goes ( Read more... )

long fucking time since i wrote in this beast... fourth of july party was CRAZY!!! fucking people all over the place... 8 fet long boa constrictors and some people spinning fire and two live bands... insane! i had a blast. michelle needs to throw another bash, SOON ( Read more... )

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11 dyas until i get to see my fred... i miss this stupid fucker... no really. he is amazing... he has taught me so much about love and about life, and he doesnt realize. i say why, his answer is always simple... "because Amie, I love you." and that is enough for me.

i am writing a short story for my english class. it is about sex and promiscuity, ( Read more... )

i am 21 today!!! so what am i going to do you might be asking yourself... buying alcohol... why... because i can!!!

i love kelsey! i got to see her, TWICE!!! that has been the highlight of my summer!!! i missed the poopy out of that girl. she will be coming for a sleep over soon i hope. b/c i have no roomie and an extra bed for her pretty head to sleep in!!! a'ight suckas!!! i am out, again!

subject line... that is about what brain is feeling like right about... NOW... i can't do all these allnighters all the time and expect to be normal the next day. i think it is putting holes in my brain and my intelligence might be leaking out. maybe not. but thats fine. so... some stuff has happened. some stuff will happen. hey, maybe some stuff ( Read more... )

First, in a side note: I told Fred all about those pictures... he was not angry at all. He was very understanding and believed it was an accident. He did agree that after sending him pictures like that, I should either get them off of my computer or I should label them "Fred Only"... both are good ideas...

I had an amazing conversation with an ( Read more... )