not now

[prettyhun01]

I feel like shit. I've never been so hurt and betrayed in my life and I can't do anything. I can't believe that jersey ahs been lying to me this whole time... and I believed every fucking word he said... god how stupid was I? I feel like my hearts been ripped out and I really feel like there's no point in living. I'm tainted, broken, and alone and

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[panda_fluff]

woah woah wait, what happend!?

well... wha ha happen was...

[prettyhun01]

the SHORT story of what happened was that Jersey told me this girl 'ally' was a psycho ex girlfriend that wouldnt leave him alone no matter what. We got in an argument because she'd leave him comments on myspace that say 'i love you' etc etc... so she sent me an email basically saying that her and jersey had been in love for 4 years, planned on getting married in the next 6 years, and other various mean comments that she could've only been able to say things about if she'd been talkin to jersey on a regular basis... thus making him lie to be about doing so. Well, in the end, jersey admitted to lying, but he claims that he cares about her a lot, but only as a best friend. and he didnt wanna tell me b/c he had other g/fs freak out on him for it. AND I want to believe that the only thing between them is friendship... not like a friends w/ benefits or something like that, jsut regular friend. i hope he's not lying bout this too.