God im so sick of everything here. All i seem to do anymore is cry. Nothing makes me happy, dan is an asshole, and i dont know how im supposed to deal with everything ( Read more... )

it has been SOO long since i've written but i need to now. I need some advice from anyone whos listening ( Read more... )

I've made a decision!!!!!! *deep breath* And I've decided to have the baby and give it up for adoption. But I'm going to try an open adoption where Dan and I can still be a part of the kid's life, they'll know who we are, and we'll see them every once in a while. I think that's the best decision now.

Im not sure what to do... part of me wants to keep the baby. the other part goes "YOU IDIOT! YOURE 16!!! TOO YOUNG!!!" but then that other part reasons... 'well it happened, and you know dan will be there for you and he wont leave you, so you'll be okay... and it is yours and its a part of you..." and then the other part "but it willbe s difficult ( Read more... )

okay this is to catch yall up on my problems with dan. Okay when we 1st started going back out, his ex g/f- ally- and him were talking about me on myspace... i wrote about that like the 1st week of february if yall dont remember. Well he told me that she was a psycho ex that wouldnt leave him alone no matter how hard he tried. Well she kept leaving ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. I've never been so hurt and betrayed in my life and I can't do anything. I can't believe that jersey ahs been lying to me this whole time... and I believed every fucking word he said... god how stupid was I? I feel like my hearts been ripped out and I really feel like there's no point in living. I'm tainted, broken, and alone and ( Read more... )

I just can't take this shit anymore. I am so sick of school and it takes me so much effort to even go in the morning. My grades are "slipping" apparently becuase I have a C in english. Hey- we always knew english was not my thing. I suck at it and thats that. But things are unbearable. My parents called up Papa Johns AGAIN and told them to take me ( Read more... )

I've just seen the most upsetting thing. My mom fell asleep so dad and i put grandma to bed. And just looking at her, I had to fight the tears so hard. I didn't want to cry in front of her; I barely made it to my room. She can't moce herself like she used to. She has gotten so much weaker in the past few weeks, hell the past few days... When I used ( Read more... )

DUDE check out this story it will rawk ur world!

Its so funny... and SO sick :)

http://www.dimensionsmagazine.com/Weight_Room/stories/mini-mart.html

I'm in love. Really, actually, seriously in love. And I think this time it's not gonna hurt as bad ( Read more... )