bar fag! (barf bag) my throw up wont fit in there ( Read more... )

Well, I just got home from senior trip like 2 hours ago and I don't want to go to bed because maybe I can freeze myself in right now forever. I don't want this to end. It went by so freaking quick. No matter what happens between me and all the amazing people I ran around like crazy with, I will never ever forget them. Laying under the stars in my ( Read more... )

senior trip is in like less then 24 hours and im pretty damn excited ( Read more... )

Why is it that at the worst times I get that sick feeling in the pit of my stoumach and I remember little tiny things about you. The only thing I have to resort to is my memory. I think of little things like you kissing the sides of my neck or when I would come over last summer all the time when your parents were at work. I miss laying in your bed ( Read more... )

I dreamt about you again last night. We were happy and you were smiling at me. I missed that smile so much and was happy to at least visit you in my sleep. I woke up alone in my bed and felt sick without you. You really are my other half. I just wasn't yours. You'd think by this point I'd have gotten over you. You have a new love. Your moving in ( Read more... )

so, this will be very short ( Read more... )

what a shitty day! omg i hate today so fucking much ( Read more... )

Okay so everything between me and Casey is resolved. thank god. she didnt mean to offend me, which i kind of figured ( Read more... )

So, first off, whoever commented in my last entry as anonymous, please have the balls to come forward and tell me who you are and if not then dont fucking read my journal. Last time I checked no one forced your ass to read it. So uhmm FUCK OFF ( Read more... )

So, tonight, the whole night, Casey made me feel really guilty about everything i ate. Like every time i wanted to eat something she was like omg your gona eat again!? And it made me really upset...because i knew that when i came home, i was gona get that bad guilty omg i hate myself and am never gona eat again feeling, and it blows. I dont know if ( Read more... )