So, i feel like ive become toxic to my friends now. First with one of them who seemed to have the symptoms but denied it and now this one. im really worried about her. She really means a lot to me, and i just always feel guilty and like i put these ideas into their heads. Like they maybe wouldnt have this happen to them if it wasnt for me. Ughh ( Read more... )

Food ( Read more... )

senior year is amazing already ( Read more... )

all my journal entries are really depressing.

so anyways.

life has been getting better.

yay for that.

theres a boy in my life now that makes me do this a lot>>> :-D

and im hungry.

the end.

I really dont know what to do with myself. I really dont. I dont get it. How do you fall out of love with someone? Oh, thats right...you cant. So how do you face the fact that they never really loved you? How do you face the fact that this person that you trusted with everything you had in you, loved from the bottom of your heart, would do ANYTHING ( Read more... )

i am so bored. my eyes hurt again. i had an orthodontist appt this morning...well actually this afternoon. and that wasnt really that fun. and like my mouth was open cause they changed a bracket, and the lady i had was an odd one, and she told me i was juicy (because i had some saliva in my mouth from having it pried open i assume), and then it got ( Read more... )

Today was a long day. Had a bad day at home. oh well. then i didnt have work when i was supposed to and i was a little mad about that. but..i geuss it happens. At least i have work on sat and sun. I hope i am out of FREAKING training ( Read more... )

Im in school. and very very bored. I havent wrote in awhile, but then again, i never do. I got fired hahahha, and i still havent slept. I came into school late today because last night i could not sleep. No matter how hard i tried, it just wouldnt happen. so i layed there for awhile, staring at the little clock on my cell phone. Very fun ( Read more... )

huyhdushauihdia ( Read more... )

Water falls down to the floor of the shower and steam rises up, but the shower is left empty as a sad girl stares into her reflection. She slowly raises a hand to wip a tear that has escaped from the corner of her eye, and then slowly lowers her arm to pinch at her waist. she keeps pinching until its red. Pulling at a little fat here and there. She ( Read more... )