worthless

[prettylard07]

i am so worthless. i want to die. i am sick of feeling so up and down. i am not good enough. not ever gonna be good enough. so sick of pretending to be fine, happy and normal when really all i feel is like shit. and really, this is what i get for eating! eating brings nothing but pain and fatness and nothing good. i've gotten to eat only half of

Comments

[mayikissyou]

No. Dont die! everyone feels worthless some time or another...

[prettylard07]

Sigh, obviously I didn't die. I just can't stand feeling so worthless all the time, I feel like I'm a fraud. Oh well... I'm just gonna try to block it all out.

[mayikissyou]

Oh yes yes, ha, I know you didnt die...but I am just saying ...I dont know, I feel worthless most of my days..but i seem to do shit about it, you know? I am a very happy person, but at the same time...well, I dont know..Im just different...I want to be skinny. I think thats my most pathetic worry with myself this time in my life..I just want to so bad. I want to be so skinny that people that im a drug addict or something of that sort..but ...It wont come off..the fat stays. and burdens me..I would be a different person without it..I really would..it need to go...