Hey y'all! I haven't posted in a while, I can't believe this week has already gone by! Last week was hell, curtosity of PMS and it seems like the week I get my period this release occurs and I feel better. Weird. Even work has been more productive. But anyway, I haven't really worked out this week because of the period thing... normally, I'd work ( Read more... )

So yesterday I was totally having a panic attack about my lardass so I went to the gym with George. We played bball but I got bored so we decided to play racquetball... while he went to get the stuff I saw the blood pressure machine so I was oooh, lets see what mine is. I sit down and it turns out its a hightech machine... can even measure weight ( Read more... )

So hot the sun scorches it ( Read more... )

I am seriously losing my mind. I haven't been on meds for a month now and I have this great job so I should be happy 24/7 but I'm not. All I can think about these days is how I need to lose weight and how to do it. It's building, this pressure you know? And I'm so afraid I'm going to screw up AGAIN. I couldn't live with myself if I f$#ked up this ( Read more... )

Swelling waves rise ( Read more... )

Ladies!!! I can't stand it anymore! My therapists have always asked, "Why do you hate your body? Why do you take your painful emotions/situations out on it?" Well, here is why: because it fucking sucks, thats why!!! I was doing soooooo goood about my weight loss then I found out I had ovarian cycts and so working out too hard can make them explode ( Read more... )

Today I purchased Hydrocut Hardcore: the latest and greatest version acclaimed to help you lose 2-4times the weight than if you diet and exercise alone. I'm feeling optimistic about it! Lord knows I need all the help I can get. I just hope I can control my urges to binge when I feel like shit...

What is y'alls opinion on diet pills??? Adivce???

I was in soooo much pain yesterday! I thought I woke up with bad back cramps from my period but I realized it had to be something when taking advil, tynelol then flexeril (a Rx muscle relaxer) didn't make it any better. All day at work the pain worsened and then when I was trying to fall asleep last night my friend tried giving me a massage. THAT ( Read more... )

I'm going to weightwatchers tomorrow... somehow I gained weight this week... I think its water weight combined with the fact i was pumped with 2bags of fluid at the er the other night... AHHH!!! I'm losing my mind....

So I've been feeling so angry lately about being fat and I'm taking it out on everyone else, ie by being bitchy. Well, today I ate two packets of oatmeal(180cals each) and chocolate yogurt(60cals). I also had a little bit of lemonade while shopping in the mall. Then, I got lost getting home and no one answered to help me get home so I was flipping ( Read more... )