Flaggstaff is amazing, it's beautiful, it truly is. The air is fresh and the silence is captivating, the view takes my breath away, but I need my bed, I need my friends, I need my chaotic family. I've had over enough time to sort out my thoughts, and to do my homework. I've read, I've taken pictures, I've even listened to music but i want my room.. ( Read more... )

basically, i'm sick, throwing up, have been since midnight saturday. my mother called me, says she wants to turn herself in, she's tired of running from the police, Lena's almost two, and all i had to say was yeah, i guess she's getting to the age where you forgot how to be mom, then she said she was waiting till TJ was one, which is in march, so ( Read more... )

i threw up because i cried so much, over brownies. pms is cute huh? yeah, my sister ate the brownies, that i shouldn't even have made because i'm supposed to be dieting before homecoming, and i cried. funny, kind of. my mom told me why she left me and my dad yelled. i finally got out of chem, and well, i'm still grounded. i have to be to school at ( Read more... )

okie, so today was an alright day. i love cj's entensions. i realized i miss school when i'm not there but then when i am I just wanna leave. the pictures are from thursday, Andy and Klarece love my camera. hahah. just a warning there's many.
( youzzz a hoochie. )

i hate when people hurt my friends, i really do. i wish i could be more helpful, i wish i knew the right things to say, i wish i could cheer them up like they cheer me up. i love them, i really do, with everything i have.

school is shitty. case closed.

i love life. case closed.

prescott in about 45 minutes, give or take some. i'm dreading it and don't know why. i mean it'll be wonderful to be up there, the nice air, not thinking of all my drama that only exists in my head..i'm completely drama free at the moment yet my brain is still filled with bullshit thoughts. i hate people, i love people, i hate school, i love ( Read more... )

it was an awesome weekend. zane's such a sweetheart, like honestly. heh, he's a cool, cool kid. we hung out, pretty much this whole weekend. oh poor grady, he's probably sick of me. heh, he looked like a walking zombie this weekend, it was terrible. i couldn't sleep last night, i kept zane up till 3, then he ended up going out with cody at 4 am, ( Read more... )

"Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong person before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of ( Read more... )

BESIDES THE FACT THAT I'M SICK, AND THE BOY I LIKE PROBSBLY DOESN'T LIKE ME, LIFE CANNOT GET ANY BETTER. WE'RE REUNITED, LIKE OLD TIMES. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. ILY.