i got two emails back about separate jobs i applied for in vero. both for cashier/server/barista positions. i'm calling them both tomorrow even though i'm scared shitless. FUCK YOU, 9.7% UNEMPLOYMENT RATE.

this is what i'm going to do IMMEDIATELY after getting a job:

( shopping spree! )

friend break ups make me rage. i'm almost at the point where i don't care anymore. when is everyone supposed to grow up?

i'm over it already. it doesn't even deserve to be mentioned in here. which, by the way, i'm going to begin writing in again. hopefully.

i finally fixed my computer and its fast again. oh internet,  i love you. here's the fruits ( Read more... )

I'm going through so much shit right now that I can't really tell anyone about. Just know that I'll be okay eventually. We'll all be okay. I love you all.


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He took my heart, I think he took my soul.

I miss you already.

I think I'm still in denial. When I snap out of this, its going to be a rude awakening.

I think that all my years of being a good friend have finally paid off. I think I've finally found friends who put as much effort into me as I put into them. These girls seriously blow my mind every time we hang out, they're seriously the greatest. I'm having so much fun. We're getting a house in Orlando soon and I couldn't be happier.

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I am so insecure with every aspect of my life.
This ties into the fact that I'm not happy with myself in any way shape or form.
The insecurity triggers the anxiety.
The bitchiness is an excuse to hide the anxiety.

I just want to not feel crazy for once.

Reading what you wrote was like digging deeply into the edges of my mind. The thoughts I won't dare touch or awknowledge.

I always thought you were a monster. But at least you're honest with yourself.

So maybe I'm the monster.

Working 40 hours a week.
Drinking and dancing in Orlando.
Boyfwend timez.
Frenz.
Books/movies.

Repeatrepeatrepeat.

I'm into it.

OHIO IN A MONTH, AHHH YES.