Shit shit shit, thats all I know what to say right now. They are malignant, I'm to young for this. It feels so unreal, like arent old people supposed to get this shit. What the fuck man??? Why me...

This is shitty I fell like everything is slipping away...I fell all depressed and mopey. I dont like it, maybe I just need to go to school and work and thats it fill up my time with busy stuff. I feel like a bum, all I do is sit on my ass all day unless I am working. I just want to transfer, maybe that will help a little. I dont know, I JUST FEEL ( Read more... )

Ok, I did it, I got my boobs done and fixed my face. But I have been in so much friggin pain and they are all swollen and shit. I cant sleep on my tummy which means i cant sleep at all and the pain medication is making me all psycho and shit...not fun!!! I just hope I get better soon!

Im tired of my job it stresses me out, they dont pay me enough to deal with the shit I have to deal with. I am stressed out about money I cant remeber the last time I bought something for myself that wasnt a needed. Stuff with the boy is stressing me out, I love him so much it hurts. The problem is someone fucked me up so bad I am making mistakes ( Read more... )

Alright well today I picked up my car. I am now mobile!!!! It may not seem like a big deal but its a big milestone for me. I am now free to roam, okay just to where I need to go, but YEAAAAAA MEEEEEEEE....

My birthday was yesterday and I had a goooood one. I went to breakfast with my daddy and he got me a Bulova watch...that shit is like $600, I love it!!! Then me and Christina went shopping to try and find a good nice winter jacket and like I swear clothes are getting sooooo ugly now. Then I came home and got ready to go to my boys house, he got me ( Read more... )

I dont know if its because the weather is changing or because I am still sad, or what the hell my problem is. Things are okay I guess, maybe its just a lot of little things building up and making me feel icky. I cant really talk to anyone about how I am feeling because I dont even know whats wrong. I need something but I dont know what...I wish I ( Read more... )

I cant believe shes gone...I walked in the room a minute before it happened. It all doesnt seem real my saftey net, my joy, is gone and I dont know how to deal....

R.I.P. BEVERLY NORGAARD
I LOVE YOU GRANDMA B.

Oh yeah look out I passed my driving test!! I only missed like 9 which isnt too bad. I am soooo happy...

My driving test is tomorrow, the 5th time!!! I like have to pass and I cant tell you how nervous I am. Maybe if they would stop failing me over every stupid little thing I wouldnt have to worry...but I am sick and tired of not having my license, it's laaaaame. SHit's being going good with me, cant complain. Things are back on track with my friends ( Read more... )