it's been a year since my "thankful for" blogs. well, i guess towards the end of each year, one can't help but recall everything that happened, think about what's happening, and look forward to what's bound to happen.

in 2009...

...i turned 20 and was very apprehensive about turning 20. i felt like it wasn't the right time yet to get out of the ( Read more... )

i can't wait for this week to be over. actually, i just can't wait for friday to arrive. tomorrow is going to be ultra jampacked, just thinking about it makes me hurl.

it's only the third night of music rehearsal and god knows how tired i am already. the first day was such a chaotic environment that we were given just an hour and a half, so we ( Read more... )

i placed my tuition receipt somewhere SO SAFE, i forgot where it is. CRAP. OC skills wearing down. or maybe it has been caused by an unknown entity rearranging the things on my bed. i can tell. it's not the arrangement i had prior to leaving the house.

hmm. maybe i should put those things in my planner. those important locations and all.

the past ( Read more... )

1. can i just say? it's going to be hard to adjust to FA102 class. missy is so perky, and i'm definitely NOT a morning person. we're required to watch SPIT next week though. yay! and we get to go on a celdran tour in january! yay! but yeah. not in the morning, please.

2. HOLY CRAPAUD. theology scares me. it's only been orientation but omg. omg. omg ( Read more... )

i don't get why the freshmen are so stressed over their enlistment when all their subjects are pre-enlisted, save for PE. labo. i swear. ang labo. PE lang yan. hello, i remember taking soccer, then aerobics for PE in 1st year, then basketball and tai chi in 2nd year. puta, basketball and pauline don't mix. hindi talaga. tai chi was fun, in fairness ( Read more... )

right now, i don't know if the opportunities that i let go of are worth crying over. i don't even know if they're worth letting go of.

i also don't know if those that i grabbed are going to fly. were they worthy of my approval? or maybe the better question is, do i deserve them?

maybe i'm getting stupid, or maybe i'm thinking too much. i wouldn't ( Read more... )

bilang parang wall nga ang kausap ko.

uhm! please, ang ayoko sa lahat, yung inefficient. pwede maging wild as long as work gets done. hindi pwedeng wild lang. ayoko ng inefficient. ayoko ng inefficient. do not give me bullshit.

PLEASE. PLEASE. pa ayos naman.

and i cannot stress enough that i'm really getting frustrated with all this shebang. as in, ( Read more... )

UHM...

1. i had acting class while the game was happening. we have 3 rehearsals only for a one-act play, and we were supposed to just quit it and be happy with our grades already but no. some people still wanted to do it. at hello sa "hindi ko gets. wala naman sa kanilang binaha." UHM. thank you.

2. the class was from 4:30-7pm. so hello, kamusta ( Read more... )

please. i'm tired of finding something that other people would just take away. finders keepers, diba? malinaw yun. o anong nangyari?

it's just wrong... so wrong.

much as i want to smile and say thank you, wag na. i don't want to waste my efforts.

and please, hindi ako plastic and i can't afford to be plastic. shit, however it's said, plastics are ( Read more... )

on tuesday i insisted on going to ateneo for volunteer work. slept at 3am and woke up at 4, left the house at 5:30, brought my sister to work at 6, and got to ateneo at 6:30. i was mega hungry but starbucks was closed so i walked around school and took in the fresh air while waiting for 7am to come around.

at 7:15 we were given an orientation, by 7: ( Read more... )