Why does this have to be so hard ( Read more... )

but evil never does ( Read more... )

"If there is someone on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not without the internet), then post this same sentence in your journal."

So there's this person...
And there's this story that I wrote about this person.
And if this person read this story,
This person would probably get a restraining order against me.

Btw, a very specal event is occuring in 2 days.

It's midnight as I write this. I can tell it's going to be a good day.
It's Monday- the start of a new week. A new chance. Im gonna take it.
I'm taking my goals seriously, and I'm really going to try.
I will have control.
Although part of me is scared of it.

PS: my computer is being nice to me for once =)

"Sometimes I feel I've got to run away
I've got to get away
From the pain you drive into the heart of me
I've lost my light, for I toss and turn
I can't sleep at night" Theres so many people I cant get my mind off of ( Read more... )

11.01.05

I love chocolate.
I need chocolate.
Chocolate is the essence of us all.
Chocolate is fattening.
Chocolate kills.
Dont eat Chocolate.

Random...I have a science test tommorow. I havent started studying yet.

I think I understand now. Why she hates him.
Why she hates all of them.
It's me. All of this time, it's been my fault.

10.30.05

Urgh. My grades are dropping.
My life is dropping.

Why now?
Now that I care.
Now that I'm trying.Eh ( Read more... )

10.25.05

Don't try to hide, don't try to run.
I can see right through you.
In this noisy classroom, I am mis-placed.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong.

School was great today. It went by pretty quickly, thank god.

10.23.05

I just took some pictures of me...Ew. I really need to lose weight.

But anyways...
I don't want to go to school tommorrow. I had a three day week last week, and it went on forever.

Bleh. I still have homework. And a test Friday...