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"makeup and stickers and ponies and MySpace.com"

http://youtu.be/1JzzXcCKk4E

http://youtu.be/2CHL1DmmU8Y

I was driving to work playing a cd I made over a year ago and this song (Five Finger Death Punch "Remember Everything") came on. I could almost hear Dustyn saying these lyrics to me.

I miss my little brother.

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Court today. Two were adjourned til April 1st the other is going for competency testing.

I'm bothered that the 16yo is basically claiming no part in it all. And the girl's attorney asked if she could get her schoolbooks so she could continue on with her schooling and not fall behind for graduation. Why should she continue to grow up and go to ( Read more... )

Driving past the East Lansing/Business 69 exit for the first time Dustyn passed away there was harder than I thought it would be. It's like I felt my heart actually squeeze. It was crazy.

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This is really hard to comprehend. He's supposed to be this happy kid still...but he's not anymore. It's still all crazy and up in the air in terms of details and whatnot but my little brother, Dustyn, is gone.

I wish I was joking but I'm not. The kid I was so close to as he grew up and I grew into my adulthood is now gone forever. What am I ( Read more... )

Who would've ever thought that an old guy wearing brown pants could stir up emotions?

I mean, I'm not crazy or anything, but I just got a tad but teary eyed at the old guy that walked past me at work wearing dark brown uniform pants, work boots and a plaid shirt.

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I just messaged Rich (after a few days of being ignored) that I'm stepping back from the site again and that if he ever does want to actually chat/hang out to use my email/number that he has.

My hypothesis: no more communication with Rich.

My theory: boys are stupid (with the exception of like 10 who only very rarely do stupid things)