this is like a new episode, new beginning...

now i'm in '93 japanese boys fandom. (though some didn't born on '93, i'll name this group like this anyway.)

i used to think maKen's face is too pretty and boring. but his acting in suki na hito is kinda weird. there's something unlikely. but i couldn't watch it to the end, just 3 episodes couldn't ( Read more... )

...THE HAPPIER I BECOME.

it's not your fault...

that you can't be as good as i expected.

it's mine...

that i overestimated you.

these words were born in my head on the valentine's but i wasn't in the mood to login this journal. so it's very belated but i don't care.

still wishing you the best but you're such a faraway stranger. 

after i created the tag 'the face men thailand' for this journal, i had a mini goal in my heart (actually not quite a goal but an observation for my self-curiosity). i wondered if i would use this tag at least 21 times, to make it 2nd rank after Hey! Say! JUMP (which i haven't written about for a while, but 32 uses is a big hurdle to surpass.)

this ( Read more... )

not much of new information. but i'm in calmer state with (not really) new assumption. everything i have in my hands lead me back to the beginning. i shouldn't be distracted away from my original 6th sense.

my original 6th sense told me that he's sweet... we really have something in common... i'm so glad to know him... kinda old news blah blah...

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Peach is like a gently sad rock n roll song. he's beautiful.

i wish him all the best, all his life.

i think he's a great singer. i want to hear he cover my favorite escape song.

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But with a little bit of money we could buy us a car. With a little luck we could get away from where we are. Let's get out of here...

Peach's character in media is more ( Read more... )

you have your own life

& i have mine

but your intellectual level is breaking my heart

it'd be much easier if you were not this beautiful

just be stupid, so i could leave you

it'd be much easier if your eyes were not this pure

but now you're stupidly beautiful

you did nothing wrong

but i hate you, i love you

for destroying my world with no guilty

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1st time in thai fandom & the struggle is really there. i never fit in thai mass culture, so i thought i couldn't stay long in this fandom. but unexpectedly, i found some rare gems & they don't let me go.

Man's sincerity soothes my outsiderness. he's a rockstar.

& Gunn's awkward struggling is so warm to my heart. like a tiny flower trying to ( Read more... )

are you happy? little Gunn. are you not? i saw a little glimpse of you (or of your social media self?), you looks tired. poor baby.

you don't know me but my good wishes are for you.

stay true to yourself. just be yourself forever. don't try too hard. don't change.

blue holidays this year. but dark sad blue holidays are still better than those ( Read more... )

this business is harsh. are you happy now? i know you're capable. i know there're some rewards along the way. but in the whole picture, are you really happy?

do it for someone you love. do it for proving yourself. shuffling, managing, playing your life game like a dancing fool. you always want to be special, but finally do it like other humans. we' ( Read more... )